Hello!
I arrived back in Houston on Fourth of July at 10 PM. I know it’s almost been a week since my arrival and I apologize for the lack of communication. It is hard to write down all of my thoughts because there are so many things I’ve learned and blessings and praises. But mainly, by writing a final thought, it really means that the missions trip is over, and that saddens me, because it was such an amazing experience and I miss China and the people and my team very much.
Before I go on, I just want to say a big thank you to everyone who contributed. I really couldn’t have done this without you. To know that I had people praying for me and the team really comforted me while I was on the trip. Also, if you contributed financially, your money was put to good use. A good portion of the money the team members raised was used to purchase medications that we gave away in our free clinics to patients who wouldn’t have healthcare and medication otherwise. I really wish I could stand before you and thank you personally, but I have to be in Austin for my MCAT classes. I hope you understand…
What I’m going to share with you in this update will not be that much because there is simply so much I have learned from this awesome experience. What I’m about to share is what I shared with the rest of the team during our debriefing period. I am currently in the process of putting down everything I’ve learned and it’s already becoming rather lengthy, so I’ll spare you the novel, for now. But I will send out another update informing you when my full final thoughts are completed (we’ll just call this one the abbreviated version.)
First, this experience in a way humbled the role of the MD in my eyes. Allow me to explain. During clinics, I realized that without everyone else on the team, it would be very hard for the doctors to hold clinic and see all the patients in an appropriate amount of time. Everyone, from the runners to the RNs, from the Lab team to the Patient Education, is so important that not one part can be absent. Can you imagine doctors having to do reception and vitals and assessment and diagnosis and prescribing and dispensing and patient education AND lab work? That’s practically impossible. In other words, doctors with their stethoscopes can’t do all that much without a strong supporting cast. And this concept applies not only on the missions field but in hospitals as well, and this really taught me to be more than just a single person, but rather be part of a team.
Second, 3 verses from the Bible became, in a sense, real to me. The first verse is from 1 Corinthians 13:1-3, and it’s about how if we, and I’ll use the medical context here, are the best doctors and nurses, but have not love, we are nothing. And we as a team took much comfort in this verse because we faced much setbacks in our outreach efforts. There was government officials around us all the time, and we were actually not allowed to give out our Gospel bracelets by the government officials. Without a doubt, we were quiet saddened, annoyed, and frustrated with this, but as our leaders reminded us, our actions speak just as loudly, if not more, and we must continue to love the locals with our actions and serve them whole heartedly. And also, God’s way is often different than our ways. God’s will is not going to be stopped by any schemes of man. This was especially evident when the doctors shared with the rest of the team that the local hospital staffs who were helping us noted our attitude and some began to change their own attitudes right then and there. Indeed, if we have not love, we are just noisy gongs. The second verse that became real to me comes from John 9, where Jesus answered “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him.” What happened was on the second to last day of our clinics, we had already closed shop, but a mother came and she was carrying her daughter on her back. Her daughter has hydrocephalus, which is a condition where there is an abnormal accumulation of fluids in the brain. This increases the pressure on the brain and besides the physical enlargement of the head, it can lead to brain damage if untreated. To treat this condition, a shunt is implanted to allow the fluid to leave the brain and into the abdominal area. She was thirteen years old and she had just started walking 3 years ago. To say it broke my heart would be an understatement. Two of our doctors immediately began to inquire how and when a surgery could be done at the earliest possible time. And we learned that the family can’t afford the operation, even with a government subsidy. Without any hesitation, the doctors wanted to do a fundraiser for her. And at that moment, that verse popped into my head. I’m not saying the sole reason for her having hydrocephalus is for some American team to help her 13 years after she was born, but I know if she gets her operation, this will change her life, and that people around her, her family, community, village, town, and county, would see and understand why an American team would help a girl like her and come to know Jesus. Truly, it will be the glory of God displayed in her. We took a picture of her and a fundraiser should be organized real soon. The third verse that became real to me is Matthew 9:37 where Jesus says “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.” This hit me after we packed up and was ready to leave the clinic site on the last day of clinics. Everyone began to take pictures in anticipation of our departure and lots of people I talked to (the younger folks especially), and myself included, didn’t want to leave. We wanted to stay and keep doing clinics because there were just so many more people that needed physical and spiritual healing. And for the first time ever, I understood what Jesus meant when he said that. For the first time ever, I truly understood all three of these verses, and how important it is for Christians, myself especially, to actually do what Jesus said instead of just going from Sunday to Sunday. Most definitely, God has molded me more through this trip.
And lastly, I realized how important it is for me to keep going on missions trips. I think it will be so easy for me to lose track of why I am going into this field if I don’t discipline myself for the missions field, and not just overseas missions. It truly is a discipline in that I have to continuously step out of my comfort zone or else I’m just going to be complacent with my own secure shell. And if I want to do some sort of medical missions in the future, which I do, I have to discipline myself. So it is now my prayer and hope to keep being “missional” (I apologize for the cliche) and I hope to go on more trips like this. If possible, I would love to go with AMDS to China again, but we’ll see when I get there.
Thank you for reading and thank you for supporting me through all this. I really do appreciate everything. Like I said before, I’m in the process of writing out the more detailed final thoughts, which is going to include our day to day activities and some more stuff on setbacks and victories and whatnot. I will post it on my missions blog at http://missions.henryzhan.com and I will probably send you an email like this to inform you.
Thank you again and God bless!
Henry

